Life's a bitch sometimes. That's the best I can do. No attributable reason. Not even sure if that's a word.

a. i'm back at work
b. i finally got my passport photos, and I look bad. I knew I looked bad, but then both Bear and Laurie demanded that I go and get new photos. So I know I look real bad.
c. it is the most depressing day of the year. A scientist said so.
d. i hate how much of a quivering wreck I am in the most ludicrous situations. And the thought of not doing as much with your time on earth just cause you're scared. I actually think I'm a head case. And sometimes I wish I could just grow a pair, I truly do.

Here's a nice cheery photo of kiwigringa at the airport. We were all there before 6am.